"Sometimes....."

Sometimes I think we waste our words and we waste our moments, and we don’t take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.

I should be happy, right?? I had my pasta that I'm craving for the past 1 week. But it didn't turn out as I've expected.
Just like how I've pictured everything ( doing or saying ) perfectly with K. But everything don't turn out expected. I'm like saying that he's not good or what. I expect more, i want it to be how it was like I've pictured it. Things seem to go the other way round. Sometimes I'm just pissed with myself. Why do I've to think so much and knowing that it won't happen.


Like... which girl don't dream. And the real hash thing is... which dream do came true??
And with all this, I suddenly don't feel that excited to meet you at all.
Ps; If you are reading this, i know you will. Pls be smart and think.
Don't make it any worst by asking me rhetorical questions.

HUGS & LIPSTIX, Sylvie