the month of march

3 years ago. i used to hate march alot but as time goes by. march, or whoever it is. do i really care. and 3 years later. today, 2march09 what am i thinking. whats holding me back for not being with you? im trying to ask myself this ever since-well, for the pass hour and i haven had any clue. im confused but somehow upset. i noe that u are sad too, but u tried ur best to cheer me up. im really touched by that. its a fact that i love u (but its just not a really strong love yet) and its also a fact that i wont want to be with u right now. (but im not sure bout the future) call me coward or anything. im afraid of being hurt. and most importantly i dun wan to hurt u. wait till im sure bout my feeling then i think its my turn to ask u to be mine(: love, SYLVIA *update at 4.20AM* forget what i said earlier F-O-R-G-E-T . i swear that if i lie to u, i shall get bang down by the cars seriously. ''对不起'' ''对不起有用的话，要警察来干嘛'' ''对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起,对不起'' ''对不起有用的话，要警察来干嘛'' ''对不起啦，你这样我会睡不着'' ''你伤了我的心我才睡不着'' * 我的心也痛， 因为我伤了我爱人的心...