memories ?

music- never be replace

was talking to iris and brinal just now and out of a suddenly. we started talking bout the past and i dig out my diary, reading my past entries. then i was like telling them what i wrote. man. then i was so engross my own entries that i went on reading and reading it. i was reading bout him, what i did and how i feel and everytime i saw him there is this weird feeling every single words/msg was hand written down and thats how important it was to me back then. i remember the first time we met, we talk and msg. and the first time he called me (♥) i was reading out loud what he said to me that faithful day. in my heart, i was thinking [this is so sad] and i cant read anymore. i dunno why im so dumb to even turn on the music that i used to listen [when im with him] and my eyes turn watery. i guess he hurt me too deep. and the hurt is still... somewhere within me for you to noe, for me to find out (sighs) i miss writing my diary, i wan to cont writing. ive been neglecting it for like 2 and a half years?! it used to be a part of me. the true me. hee. i wan a new pretty book(: I Can Say I'm Truely Happy Till This Day You Make Me Thank God That I Live My Life Everyday Theres Never Been A Doubth In My Mind That I'd Regret Ever Having You By My Side. But If The Day Comes That I Have To Let You Go I Think Theres Something I Should Probably Let You Know 'joyed Everyday, That I Spent With You And I Will Miss You 'cause I'm Happy That I Had You At All