I REALLY CANT ...

okay. fine. i shall blog again cos im thinking bout something this post is just me talking bout my life and stuff some sort like talking sense to myself, which i always does. i really really not emo-ing or something im just frustrated, pissed, irritated i wonder if i should just forget bout it. and i sometimes wonder. if he really know bout it . he act as he is dumb. but he somehow . argh. i dunno what is it im just thinking too much. really. i should just give up and back to my old self since im like that like a year ago, and the year before that.